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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 6/28/1990
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Monday, January 11, 2010

I feel like I have nothing left to live for in this world. I have spectacularly failed the fall semester, I have gone up ONE WHOLE size for clothes, my friends are never home anymore because they have things to do, my family has made it a point to make me MISERABLE and CHAIN ME TO MY ROOM so I can rot away with them, and my days are uneventful. I try to sleep early and wake late so my days will go by faster. I DREAM of the day I can go back to school to escape everything at home, only to find that I dream of going home so I can escape everything at school. I just want to hide from everyone. I don't want anyone to see me. My emotional instability has started to affect my physical appearance and I am ashamed. I can't find the motivation to even get up in the morning. I don't know what to do.